I look into his big brown eyes and feel a flush of embarrassment, I have absolutely no idea what he just said. He is obviously looking for an answer, but I have no clue how to respond. There is that all consuming feeling of guilt again. My gaze drifts back to my phone for comfort, even though I know it will not help and it certainly does not have the answer my little boy is searching for. It never does. I am here again, ‘Brain Elsewhere Syndrome’ (OK, this is not a real synd